I know why I've been ignored by u..

There's someone else

I think that's good

I hope she gives you everything you deserve..
I'll still miss you though

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My day is truely dull without you

Our schedule stinks..

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I wanna go on a road trip
Driving to LV was such a time
I want to do it again..
Annnd go back to the days leading up to NINJA
I want to see NIN one more time....

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I feel like i've gone back to a time around 3-5yrs ago
Stuck in a half decent city with a crummy job barely surviving
I hope this all passes
I have a job interview monday
Haven't been to an interview in almost 2yrs
Surprisingly I'm more excited than anything

Annnd
I'm almost convinced your keeping your eye on me
If I was paranoid i'd be fully certain
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As much as I like Danny Lohner more than Trent ( yeh it's ok.. I think i'm crazy too)
I'd still pay him to serenade me with his piano..

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Things I feel have gotten worse
It's like were two different people..

I'm completely lost on what I should do
I don't want to ruin Christmas
But yet staying in this house is driving me crazy...
Why should I be here if I feel like I'm giving 100% and getting 50% back?
I'm basically done with 2nd chances...
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I know whatever I write here usually gets ignored... Given that there's maybe 2 other people who read these things
Still it's nice to get things off my chest...

Christmas time is upon us and I should be excited for things to come.. But I'm not.
1- it's been 64 days since we applied for a loan and as of this day we still don't have it!!!

It's caused ( Read more... )